I’m writing this post late in the third week of November, 2020. Over the last couple of months, COVID-19 case counts in the US have grown significantly. The experts have been warning that we might be in for a rough winter. Looking at the current case count data, that seems to be the direction we are heading.

Source: Screen capture of the data from the CDC link above as of 11/17/2020.

While the scientific community has some very promising vaccines on the way to help, realistically those are going to take time to arrive and meaningfully start to improve the situation. Until then, the only tools we really have are the behavioral changes we have all heard so much about these last few months (masks, social distancing etc.).

While I remain optimistic that long term we will beat COVID-19, I’m pretty pessimistic about our near term trajectory. For the last couple of weeks, my level of pessimism has been growing. Amid my pessimism, I’ve been thinking about what I could choose to focus my attention on instead. I really don’t want to spend this next season heavily focused on COVID-19. I want to make progress in my life despite COVID-19. So…

I’ve decided to work on improving my own habits.

A year or so ago, I read the book Atomic Habits by James Clear. It’s very well written. My knowledge around habit change certainly increased as a result of reading this book. However, at the time, I did not put what I learned into practice in my own life.

I’ve decided over this next season, I’m going to re-read and carefully study this book. Then, I’m going to work to implement some of the techniques the book explains to establish some better habits in my own life.

Image Source: https://jamesclear.com/atomic-habits

I’ve observed the power habits have in my life and the lives of others. Fortunately, over the years I have accumulated some good habits that have lead to good results in some areas of my life. However, I’ve also accumulated some poor habits in other areas that have lead to poor results over time.

During this next season, I want to develop habits that will help me become:

A better software developer.

Currently, I’m a competent I.T. Infrastructure Engineer, with a strong background in I.T. security. Over the last five years or so, I’ve started to write some infrastructure automation code with PowerShell and Python. I want to create and sustain some new habits that will help me take my current software development skills to the next level.

A physically healthy person.

Perhaps nowhere in my life do bad habits and the lack of good habits show up more than in my physical health. Currently, I’m overweight. I don’t get sufficient exercise and I’m not careful enough about what I eat and when. None of that is new. I’ve made progress in this area before through short term (1-3 months) bursts of highly focused effort. However, over time I’ve always slowly drifted back into poor eating and exercise habits, only to have the weight creep back on slowly over time. I want to turn that around and get my physical health headed back in a better direction.

What does success with habits look like?

Previously, when trying to change, I’ve focused on traditional goals associated with the outcomes I’ve wanted to achieve. Sometimes, that has worked quite well. However, in other cases it might have worked well short term, but it has ultimately failed to produce positive, sustained, long term results.

During this next season, I’m going to be paying more attention to habit changes I can initiate and sustain. If I am successful establishing even just a few new habits in each of the areas I am focusing on, the outcomes I’d like to see and ultimately the person I would like to become will follow.

How about you?

My hope is perhaps reading this might encourage you to also think about what you can do to continue to move your life forward in spite of COVID-19.

Hopefully by the spring of 2021, the worst of COVID-19 will be behind us. What are you doing to try to improve your life and the lives of those around you until then? If you are reading this on social media, I’d love for you to comment and share what you are doing.


I realize I’m very privileged to even be in a position to think and write about this. While my career and business have certainly been impacted by COVID-19, the overall impact has been less severe than it has been for so many other people and businesses. I don’t in any way mean to minimize the suffering this horrible virus has caused so many. My goal is simply to share what I am doing to control what I can, and move my life forward as best I know how.

2020 – Part 2 – Facebook

2020.  Wow.  What a year so far.  I do not need to get into a lot of details, because you all have lived it too.

Generally, I like to think I am a calm, stable, clear headed person.  However, if I am being completely honest, the first half of 2020 has really worn on me mentally.  A few days ago, I realized I needed to make some changes for my own good. I hope to post about several of those in the next few weeks.

The first of these is that I’ve decided to back way off Facebook.  I will never forget the moment it happened.  I was sitting at my desk.  I looked at Facebook on my phone and I saw yet another absurd, clearly false thing someone had posted.  I closed the app, leaned back in my desk chair, and said to myself “Why am I doing this?”

I decided then and there to take a break.  I posted a short message letting people know I was going to be off Facebook for a while.  I deleted the app from my phone.  I changed my Facebook password to a random long string of characters to make it a pain for me to log back on if I was tempted.  I printed that out, stored it and logged off.  I have not been back on since.

Over the years, I have really enjoyed Facebook.  I think generally it is a great tool.  It has enabled me to keep up with friends and family who I would otherwise not really be able to keep up with.  However, as time has gone on in my life somehow my Facebook use morphed into something that I was spending WAY too much time on. 

According to the Screen Time tool on my iPhone, for the last couple of weeks before I quit, I was spending 2-4 hours per week on Social Networking.  Initially, that does not sound like much.  However, if you split that time up into a bunch of tiny bite sized chunks that means I was checking it a lot.

Wake up…lay in bed and check Facebook.

Eat…check Facebook.

Stop at a stop light…pull out phone…check Facebook.

Waiting on some long running computer process to run…check Facebook.

Sitting in a group and the conversation gets boring and the group is large enough to get away with it…check Facebook.

Watch TV…check Facebook.

Go to bed…check Facebook.

Writing that and reading it…it just sounds so totally absurd.  I cannot believe I let it get to that point, but I did.

Take that level of Facebook use and combine it with the events of the first half of 2020.  Then take that raging dumpster fire and multiply it by the level of division in our society.  What I personally ended up with was a stream of partially toxic information that was constantly burning CPU cycles in my brain throughout my day.  For me it got to the point where I would say it was not healthy.  Unfortunately, there was a lot of good stuff mixed in too that stream that I do honestly miss.  However, the only way to escape the bad parts was to walk away from that good stuff too.  So, I did.

Once I quit, my brain did some strange stuff that I think ultimately confirmed that doing this was the right thing for me to do.  The first day, I found myself multiple times pulling my phone out of my pocket, going to open the Facebook app and realizing it was gone.  Oops.  On the second day, standing in front of the Microwave waiting on something, I pulled out my phone, opened my browser and typed www.facebook.com into the browser.  When I hit the login page, I realized what I had done.  I am no Neuroscientist, but those actions can’t be signs of a healthy use pattern.

Will I ever use Facebook again? Yes, absolutely.  However, at this point, I think I am going to stay totally off until at least August 1st 2020.  When I start to use it again, I will start slow and strictly limit my use.  Perhaps I will check it once a day in the evening, after my important work is done.  At this point, I cannot imagine ever putting the app back on my phone.

This is one of several changes I am working to make in what I am calling 2020 – Part 2.  I look forward to writing about a few of the others in the next few weeks.  What about you?  What are you doing differently to deal with the unique challenges this year has brought us?